It is hard for me not to have an agenda.
I feel like wherever I go or whatever I’m doing I need to be prepared. So I spend a lot of my time thinking about what lies ahead and mentally preparing myself for what may or may not occur.
Now there is nothing wrong with planning ahead but there is a fine line between planning and worry.
Too much time thinking ahead means that I am not present to the present.
If I am honest with myself then I must admit that I do not trust my future in the hands of the One who holds it.
Perhaps I need to spend less time worrying and more time discovering God’s agenda.